CJ Katsuyama is an underachiever. Her grades are so-so, she
isn't involved with anything, and she doesn't have a Vision for her life and a
Grand Plan to get there. In her uber driven mom's eyes, she isn't working hard
enough, but when her family's flower shop, run by her hopeless romantic aunt
starts losing money, she volunteers to work there. In Heart's Desire, CJ finds
her passion, but when her mom wants to sell the flower shop to a company that
sent millions of Japanese Americans to internment camps, CJ has had enough. She
and her friends begin a protest to change the high school from the name of an
oppressor to the name of a proud Japanese American landowner. And by the way,
her mom works for the company that she is trying to sell Heart's Desire too. To
add to the mix, CJ's longtime crush finally seems interested in her, her best
friend Emily is starting to like the girl who broke her heart a long time ago,
and a cute new boy, Owen, has started working at Heart's Desire. Over the
course of the novel, CJ will find the courage to demand what she wants and
stand up to those who stand in her way.
Misa Sugiura is Awesome!!!! Her first book, it's
not like it's a secret was amazing and this second book was no exception. This
book handles so many important issues, like a white savior complex, racism,
sexism, and homophobia, and teen pregnancy very well. The main character, who
is Japanese American takes a stand against a company who shares the name of her
high school, a company will a long history of racism towards Japanese Americans
and confronts a white girl about her role in becoming a white savior (she took
the protest and centered herself claiming how she couldn't just stand by and do
nothing). She also becomes pregnant, but this is not the forefront of her
story, and when she decides to have an abortion, there is no moralistic angst
and guilt accompanying it. Also, Casual. Lesbian. Representation! Her best
friend is gay and CJ is very protective towards her especially when she seems
to go back to the girl who broke her heart. All in all, I think that many
readers would enjoy this book, particularly because of its unique story line
and lovable characters.
Reviewed by Claire Skye, Grade 9
Montrose Library